Be Who You Are  

Posted by Jay Chua

It is funny to sit back and think back about our past,
Couldn't imagine how time could fly so fast,
Looking at the people that you can trust,
And letting grudges turn into rust,
Although some souls have caused you to be hurt deeply inside,
It is just some obstacles and trials from GOD to make us tougher,
That is why some of us get stronger and minute things will not make us stumble,
As we stand our ground and know that the key of surviving the problems of the world,
So that we will not be turned into a rubble in the end.

Remember that person in the mirror?
Remember what you have used to be?
If you used to be someone then you are someone,
All this years in your life, have you never felt an emptiness deep inside?
How did you get through it?
Ask yourself......
How did you get so strong?
Who picked you up when you are down?
Who is watching after you all the time and even know the exact number of hair on your body?
Who are the true friends of yours?
Need me to ask more?

Well I think you get the picture,
Of the exact times you have been discouraged and have rised up to be who you are now,
Be yourself, do not pretend to be someone else,
Stop being lame or crippled because that is reality,
Can't face reality? Step out from your comfort zone,
Stand up if you are broken,
This is not Judgement Day,
Remember, there is only one and only you...
So, just be who you are. =)


Emo after open day I guess.... Well, I want to share a Bible verse too from Psalms 55

1 Listen to my prayer, O God,
do not ignore my plea;

2 hear me and answer me.
My thoughts trouble me and I am distraught

3 at the voice of the enemy,
at the stares of the wicked;
for they bring down suffering upon me
and revile me in their anger.

4 My heart is in anguish within me;
the terrors of death assail me.

5 Fear and trembling have beset me;
horror has overwhelmed me.

6 I said, "Oh, that I had the wings of a dove!
I would fly away and be at rest-

7 I would flee far away
and stay in the desert;
Selah

8 I would hurry to my place of shelter,
far from the tempest and storm."

9 Confuse the wicked, O Lord, confound their speech,
for I see violence and strife in the city.

10 Day and night they prowl about on its walls;
malice and abuse are within it.

11 Destructive forces are at work in the city;
threats and lies never leave its streets.

12 If an enemy were insulting me,
I could endure it;
if a foe were raising himself against me,
I could hide from him.

13 But it is you, a man like myself,
my companion, my close friend,

14 with whom I once enjoyed sweet fellowship
as we walked with the throng at the house of God.

15 Let death take my enemies by surprise;
let them go down alive to the grave, [b]
for evil finds lodging among them.

16 But I call to God,
and the LORD saves me.

17 Evening, morning and noon
I cry out in distress,
and he hears my voice.

18 He ransoms me unharmed
from the battle waged against me,
even though many oppose me.

19 God, who is enthroned forever,
will hear them and afflict them—
Selah
men who never change their ways
and have no fear of God.

20 My companion attacks his friends;
he violates his covenant.

21 His speech is smooth as butter,
yet war is in his heart;
his words are more soothing than oil,
yet they are drawn swords.

22 Cast your cares on the LORD
and he will sustain you;
he will never let the righteous fall.

23 But you, O God, will bring down the wicked
into the pit of corruption;
bloodthirsty and deceitful men
will not live out half their days.
But as for me, I trust in you.


There, I fell much more better... Must work harder already.... 43 more days to trials... Don't play play my friends. Well, nothing much happened this week except for Open Day and mastering Shoulder Freeze.... =) That's all for now. Take care and GOD bless you all.


What You Gonna Do?  

Posted by Jay Chua

What you gonna do? When you are torn up inside?
You often have this in your head, "Go fly kites",
Well you get what I mean,
Its been a while when things seems to be,
Normal, just normal, nothing special,
You feel lonely, so lonely, with nobody,
So tell me, where is the love, where is the care, where is compassion?

What you gonna do? That's the question,
What you gonna say if fear grips you inside,
Just hold on cause it seems to be,
A better tomorrow, for yesterday was history, tomorrow is a mystery and today is a gift,
And most of all, learn to forgive,
Learn to forget, and end all the bitterness inside,
Kill all the loneliness, remember that GOD is always there,
No matter what happens, He will not leave you or forsake you.

So what you gonna do now is pray,
And the next thing you know that,
All your bitterness, burdens and loneliness will go away,
Don't give up, hold on until tomorrow, for that is the way of the world,
Be yourself and don't be sad and when you fell the world is pressing down on your head,
Just remember you are not alone,
Be joyful and be contented with what you have.

=) It comes spontaneously... Have no idea why. Lol. Anyway, school is boring and this Friday is Open Day....... Mati lo.... Friday need to pass up Add Maths Project also... Luckily I finished already. Hehe. Practicing shoulder freeze now. That's all for the mean time. Have a good night. :P

Accomplishment and "Burdens"  

Posted by Jay Chua

What I accomplished this week: Executing the Chair Freeze. Thanks to Tristan for the guidance. Here is the picture:


From baby to chair. Cool huh?

Well, today was the Annual General Meeting for Christian Fellowship. I retired as a Treasurer and my successor was Andrew Wong. Its not really a burden left off but sometimes, you will feel like letting go of a certain something so that you won't feel that stressed up. Besides, many of us are doing it for GOD. I hope the librarian AGM and Tennis Club AGM will be held soon. I really want to concentrate on my studies.... Results are not satisfying enough. So, I wish all of you the best in whatever you do. That's all, I'm off to do my homework now. Tata. =)

Happy Father's Day!!!  

Posted by Jay Chua

Here is a little something for my dad:

Hmm, what do I have to say about my Pa, dad, father,
Let's see, sometimes he treats me like a brother,
Sometimes he will talk like my mother,
Well I guess without him, I won't be here,
Writing about him on Father's Day,
His favourite nap spot is on the sofa that he lay,
And he will make it clear when he has something to say,
Because he is a really a GOD seeker and his English skills are extraordinary,
A lot of his peers looks to him as a man of wisdom,
I remember that he told me once that he wanted to be a bachelor so that he could taste freedom,
But he was wrong and he fell in love with my lovely mother,
He is my one and only father and I also thank the FATHER above for putting this wonderful family together,
Last but not least, Happy Father's Day!!!

To dad, Happy Father's Day! You ROCK!!! So, people, spend time with your dad and appreciate him. Just tell him that you love him.

That's all. =) Anyone watched the green monster already? xD

We Had School Today So....  

Posted by Jay Chua

We had school today for a replacement for a Friday due to Hari Raya.... Well, guess what, the teachers have no mood and of course the same goes to the students. Most of us were sleeping during class when school starts. Following the new timetable, Friday's one is the most relaxing one. We consider school is over after recess. That is because our lovely BM teacher doesn't seem to care if we are noisy or what. The last period is free because there would be Chinese Class for the other boys and they had to move to their respective classes. Well, we start riot during that period because there was no teacher.... Hehehe... LOOK at the pictures below: Its kinda nice though. I am still a noob in freezing la... The sifu aka Wilson Cheah is the best. LOL.


Our sifu heading


Tristan shouldering

Me babying

Freeze Combo =)

Well, I guess that is basically going to school for fun day.... xD Tomorrow is Father's Day, So people, show some love to your dad and wish him Happy Fathers Day ya. That's all for now. Tata. My stomach is growling. =)

I've Been Tagged... So,  

Posted by Jay Chua

6 things I'm passionate about:

  • GOD
  • Music
  • Dancing
  • Blogging
  • Singing
  • Computer
6 things I say too often:
  • What the?....
  • Oi!
  • Crap la
  • Huh?
  • Deng
  • Serious?
6 Books that I've read recently:
  • The BIBLE
  • Chronicles of Narnia
  • Holes
  • An Inspector Calls
  • Reference books
  • ...........
6 songs that I could listen over and over again:
  • Unbreakable- Fireflight
  • The Time Of My Life- David Cook
  • Stop and Stare- One Republic
  • Promise- Fireflight
  • Save You- Simple Plan
  • Third Base (Anthem Mix) -Dark Oscillators
6 things that I learned last year:
  • See myself as a leader
  • Not all friends can be trusted
  • To be a more confident person
  • To appreciate people around me
  • Set a good example for juniors
  • Do my part as a student
6 people to tag:
  • Cheah
  • Foong
  • Tristan
  • Kee An
  • Joy Teen
  • Katrina

Class Jersey!!! WOOT!!!  

Posted by Jay Chua

Finally, after weeks of waiting, the class jersey had arrived! Many of us waited in anticipation and it was not a let down I tell you. Here, take a look at the tag first... LOL

Yeah! Adidas performance man...

Somewhere around the middle of the jersey =)

HAHA... Here is the real deal of RM 50


Front


Back. Cool huh? The number 12 is significant to me

The number 12 is the number that represents the month that I am borned in, that is December, the 12th month. 12 also represents authority and it is also a very significant in Christianity. =)

Anyway, a job well done to the people that helped make the jersey. It is really nice and worth it.



Down  

Posted by Jay Chua

What do you do when you are feeling down?
All you can do is sigh around with a frown,
And hoping that someone could come and comfort you to turn the frown upside down,
Listening to all the emotional songs,
And just let bygones be gone,
Pretending that nothing ever happened,
But deep down inside your heart is filled with holes that were caused by other lives,
The truth really hurts at times but it do fills the missing gaps in our lives,
It is almost like putting your hand into a bee hive,
Or trying to free yourself by taking a dive into a bed of thorns,
Yes, conflicts do happen in our lives but if we are not strong enough, we will be tumbled down and torn.
Just hang in there before the rise of a new dawn
And just be happy that you are borned... =)

The message I'm trying to present is that there are always truths about each and everyone of us but wether the truth hurts or not, it always depends. The truth about people is not always pleasant to find and if you are hidden from an event and you still want to find the truth and you finally found it, you will feel that a hole in your life have been filled. There is no need to search anymore. =)

This came spontaneously... xD That's all for now, I hate my results. Will work really hard to change it in the upcoming trial exams... Wish you all the best. Good night people. =)

Not Your Average Super Hero  

Posted by Jay Chua

Well, I would like to put some sense of reality into the Marvel hero, The Incredible Hulk. Do you realise that the Hulk's pants never seems to rip off when Bruce Banner gets angry and turn into the Hulk? Is that pants expandable to extreme measures? When Hulk turns back to Bruce, why did the pants shrink again??? Well its seems weird right? What is it? A super elastic shape shifter pants? Ahaha, that is just one funny reality we miss out on the Hulk. There is a lot more indeed...

They say that Bruce Banner went into extreme measures of gamma radiation and he survived it, with the gamma rays fully modified his genes. He could only be the Hulk when he is angry? How "cool" can that be? Well, there don't seem to be any side effects on Bruce? No gene abnormality? NO damages done to the body or genes? He just turns all green and WRAGH!!! HULK SMASH!!! YOU DON'T LIKE ME WHEN I'M ANGRY.... Lame....Its pure greenery lover fantasy... xD

ARGH!!! I'M READY TO SMASH THINGS UP!!!

Another stark reality in this "hero" story is that the military really have so much free time to just hunt for a green monster? Some guy who got injected with gamma cells since he is a boy? Why did he not turn into the Hulk when he was a boy? I'm sure the gamma cells had started to react. .. Hulk is a big destroyer.. NOT a hero. Nobody sues Bruce Banner for property destruction? Oh well, the US army hunts him down just because the gamma product belonged to the military and Bruce's body belongs to them as well??? Oh come on... How can Hulk even be called a hero?
(PS:Hulk is just a green pissed off guy smashing things up with his favourite quote "HULK SMASH!!!")

The whole story makes no sense in reality. Hulk is indeed not my average super hero...

There you go nuffnang. =)

Kungfu Panda ROCKS!!!  

Posted by Jay Chua

Today marks the last day of Mrs. Ramani's extra class for Literature but it also marks the last day for me to enjoy... =( Not only me I guess but same goes to my friends. That's why today go all out and lepak. =) Well, the actual class was supposed to be on 10.30 in the morning but on Wednesday, we persuade her to change the class earlier. Hehe. So the class for today was changed to 8.a.m. We waited and kept looking at our watches just for the class to over. Whee...
(PS: I couldn't believe someone will be so blur to come at 10.30!!!) xD We finished class, then only the fellow come. Don't wanna say who is it but he is the most blur person in 5C..... Luckily, Mrs. Ramani wasn't there because she went to the loo for a while...

Well, lets skip the boring part. Sebastian, Eric, Nigel, Leonard and me went to Time Square after that. First thing we did was to get tickets for Kungfu Panda!!! Its really funny and hillarious I tell you. Must watch!!! We laughed till our stomachs are so dang pain and everyone seems to have trouble "gasping" for air. One of the most memorable quotes in the show by Master Oggway, Or Woo Kuai in cantonese, is this " Yesterday was history, tomorrow is a mystery but today is present, a gift. Wow, full of wisdom. xD After that, we play bowling and went to arcade lo. Bowling I broke my high score. LOL. Even my friend's mouth dropped wide open... Ask anyone of them la... Then arcade play the shoot aeroplane game so damn shiok man!!!!! Then walk around and we saw a shop with loads of watches. I bought myself a watch. xD

Not bad huh?

Then there seems to be another attention that caught me... Loads of people carrying those shiny sling bags around and I found another shop, and guess what? I bought it. Won't tell you how much. Go find out yourself la. xD


Adidas.... xD

Well, I guess that is enough enjoyment for this semester's holidays.... Trials is in two months time and it is a must for me to gear up and buck up. Same goes to you all who are taking SPM this year... GAMBATEH!!! Friends are meant to be appreciated... So, I thank the four brothers of mind lepaking together. That's all for the mean time.
(PS:We went there by taxi and suprisingly the fares did not increase....)

GOOD BYE SWEET OLD HOLIDAYS.....
SIGH.........
IT IS TIME FOR WAR AGAIN.....
NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO "DOOMS DAY" (OPEN DAY)
WISH YOU ALL THE BEST AND GOD BLESS....=)

Petrol Naik, Semua Pun Naik.... BN= Barang Naik  

Posted by Jay Chua

Lets out a long SIGH.................................................. Ok now here we go....
Yesterday, bloody hell, jam like hell, can't stop using the word hell because the government is making our lives a living hell... Well, don't need to say anything already because I know many of you or your parents got stuck in a jam or get involved in a fuel war yesterday. So many kiasu people around la.... How much can you save??? Petrol price still naik what...

This morning, turn on the radio, Hits.FM, Fly.FM, what FM la.... All talking about the increase in fuel prices and the raise of electricity billings... What the hell... Ask people to call in, all said aiya "Malaysia Boleh" in a sarcastic manner. Closing down 24 hours convinience stores??? Then it must be renamed as a Store because it is not convinient anymore. All the subsidies that Pak Lah promised... Where the hell can you find subsidized fuel??? Subsidize my foot la.... Only know how to tidur. Go each and every corner only can hear this hot topic flying around. Even my friends are talking about this... Opposition party, where are you??? Do something la. The government is having a sweet revenge by first causing havoc with rice prices and now fuel. Is there going to be another election??? -_-''''

Today lunch time, I sat alone in a packed coffee shop. About to finish my meal and go to tuition. Then a group of workers came and asked me to tumpang meja. I said ok lo...

Here's the conversation.(They spoke in Cantonese and I translated them below)

Young lady : Aiya, fuel so damn expensive, things sure naik harga la!!!
Elderly lady: @%*#$*! Everyone learn to cycle la. NO need use car.
Me : ............................. Staring to space and acting as though I don't know Cantonese.
Young lady : Ya la... Our boss so fat, I think he need to cycle. (The group giggles)
Me : -_-''''''''''' And left to tuition.

Its a hot issue now. Brace for increase in everything!!!


SIGH..............

CANNOT ONLINE
THAT MUCH
ANYMORE....
Migrate the BEST la.... hahaha...

Wacthing Kungfu Panda tomorrow. WOHOO!!! Last day to enjoy with friends. That's all for today. Have a nice night and please save electricity..... xD

Procrastination  

Posted by Jay Chua

Yesterday, when I was about to write my English essay, a phone call came. It was my cousin. He asked me if I want to lepak at Sunway Pyramid... LOL. I was about to do the essay... Should I go? Then I thought to myself... Aiya go only la... Bagi muka sikit. xD Went there first thing we saw is a corner, selling fully Japanese snacks and stuff... Wow, it was Japanese heaven, no need to go to Japan. :p

Well, too bad I did not bring my camera along and my phone's camera was cacated all of a sudden. Couldn't take clear pictures... Here is a snack I bought... Really really delicious. xD



Here, the Japanese snack all the way from Japan. Won't tell you how much it cost.

Then after that we went bowling, arcade then eat at Waffle World lo. Walau wei, I tell you Waffle World is really really delicious and the price is very worth it. Waffle, Pancake, Sanwiches and many more.... You will drool at the sight of the waffle. xD

Ok now, I am off to write the english essays that I have long procrastinated... Tata. Do drop some comments when you view my blog ya. Have a good day.

(PS: Who want to see Kungfu Panda tell me man!!!) Friday, Berjaya Time Square, either 12.35,1.40 or 2.45... The choice is to the majority of convinience. Can't book because kiasu people fully book already but don't worry, we are earlier than them what. =)


Holiday Seems to be..... like normal school day...  

Posted by Jay Chua

Walao wei...... How time flies my friends.... Half of the holidays are gone. Could not believe it... Going through the extra classes in school, tuition and poof.... SPM coming dudes... Four more months to go. Better work hard. We must go into this war together. I wanna retire from all my post as soon as possible. Aiyo, librarian, Christian Fellowship and Tennis Club faster AGM la.... (Annual General Meeting). This Friday is the last day to enjoy. Kungfu Panda, anyone??? =)

Can't Wait To Watch It.....  

Posted by Jay Chua


Looks familiar? Oh yeah!!! Can't wait to watch it next Friday. Dudes, after Ramani's extra class then we straight go yo!(Time Square I mean) Let's witness the Pandamonium. Look no further for Kungfu Panda. Well, ring me up if you wanna watch too because there might be limited space.