War And Emo...  

Posted by Jay Chua

Have you all heard about Red Jumpsuit Apparatus? Yes or no, it doesn't matter. There is a song by the name of Godspeed which brings a deep and emo meaning to war.. Those especially who learned under Mrs. Ramani will recall back those war poems we learned. Its something like "The Man He Killed".. LOL... Well here are the lyrics, super emo song! =D


It's January 1970
Do you remember me
You put me on a boat across the sea, 
In the name of victory
But much to my surprise when I arrived
There was no welcoming committee
Instead there was some men for me to kill
And now I see all this is all too real

Then I saw him standing with a bayonet
And as I ran towards him
He hardly broke a sweat
When I took his life
He fell to his knees
And as his eyes began to fade
He whispered softly

Godspeed this letter away from here
I sealed it with my tears and stamped it with my fears
And Godspeed this letter away from you
My work down here is through
I'm on my way to better days and so are you

And in his pocket there I saw a picture of his children and his family
And I began to realize this person I despised in actuality
Was not much different from myself
We prob'ly could have taught each other many things
And now I know it's much too late 
Although I couldn't hesitate
I checked his gun and his chamber was empty

Then I saw him standing with a bayonet
And as I ran towards him
He hardly broke a sweat
When I took his life
He fell to his knees
And as his eyes began to fade
He whispered softly

Godspeed this letter away from here
I sealed it with my tears and stamped it with my fears
And Godspeed this letter away from you
My work down here is through
I'm on my way to better days and so are you

Ooh we know not what we've done
And ooh we know not what we've done

Godspeed this letter away from here
I sealed it with my tears and stamped it with my fears
And Godspeed this letter away from you
My work down here is through
I'm on my way to better days and so are you


Emo right? haha.. Well, I'm quite emo and its been ages since I've comed up with poems or raps of my own. I'm glad I still have the talent after how many months of not using my brains to its full capacity.. xD Here goes.. 

The title is called "You"

I saw you standing there staring at me that day,
I could not move but stare away,
As I thought to myself and walk your way,
It seems that I have nothing much to say,
Saying 'Hi', long time no see will suffice,
As many eyes are watching as if I were a suprise.

You kept looking at me which made me flinch,
At the very lightest look or sparkle that both our eyes had;
You had known me for quite some time now but;
But I still don't know if I am just a friend to you or something more,
If only I have the guts to tell you how I feel, If only, if only...

But still, I thought to myself this;
So what if you know how I feel a bout you?
Would your preception about me change?
Can we be together?
One big argument is that the things in life;
Is it all controlled by our actions or is it Destiny?
All these questions seem so tough and the answers are even harder to find...

Yes, no doubt I'm in the liking of you,
Even if I express myself,
I bet you would not feel the same,
Because;
Because I really don't know how you feel inside...
If I'm too self concious, please tell me,

I still wanna know you,
Know you better,
To love you in the future,
So please dont leave me hanging;
Because I really cannot hold on to my feelings any longer.

The stare, what was the stare for?
The flinch, everything you do...
The looks in your eyes, as if you are asking me to be your guardian angel
So please, oh please, tell me what to do.. :D

~Jay Chua~

Sigh... Emo released out like that... xD Don't feel so emo already... But seriously this kind of feeling sucks lo... I'm glad I'm not the only one.. 

Until then, this is Jason, signing out. God bless and take care people! ^^ =D :D

Form 6  

Posted by Jay Chua

Attention to those who wanna go to Form 6, the qualification list will be available on the 6th of May.. You must go to http://emoe.gov.my. Then click the announcement you see. Check with your IC or angka giliran for SPM, then print out the letter of offer if you are qualified. Well, lets hope for the best shall we? God bless and take care. ~Ciaoz~ =)

Left 4 Dead Survival Mode  

Posted by Jay Chua

I'm really a fanatic of Left 4 Dead and this new mode makes me drool even further!!! Anyone wants to try it with me tomorrow? LOL... Here are the details of what is the addition to the franchise.. But before that, I would like to wish my buddy, Nigel Lum a very happy 18th birthday!! Lets go L4D tomorrow dude! Go visit his blog here... Yeap.. Babi, planes and more... xD


The Left 4 Dead Survival Pack is now available for the PC and Xbox 360, free of charge to all owners of the game. The full change list for the PC release is below. In addition, both the retail and Steam versions of the game (PC and 360) are now available for a special price. Check Steam and local retailers for pricing details. For more information about L4D, please visit www.l4d.com

Survival Mode

  • New gameplay Mode
  • 16 maps including Last Stand
  • Leaderboards
  • 7 new achievements

Versus Changes
  • 2 new versus campaigns
  • Fixed a case where versus team score would continue to be recalculated after the score panel was displayed
  • Fixed an issue with recalculating the versus score health bonus for a player when they are rescued from being incapacitated 
  • Fixed being able to start a swing as an infected, then teleport to the survivors and have the claw swing hit a survivor
  • Fixed a case where teleporting to the survivors would not reset the ability timer
  • Fixed an exploit where you could load the chamber of a weapon with bullets by holding down the melee key
  • Fixed a case where it was not possible to join a game while it was in a finale
  • Fixed a rare case where listen servers would speed up the game over time
  • Removed convars related to melee fatigue
  • Fixed a case where infected players would get a respawn time on their initial spawn into a map

Server Changes
  • Made ms_force_dedicated_server not require cheats
  • Add a message when queuing a heartbeat
  • Simplified setting of game mode
  • Removed convars director_no_human_zombies and director_holdout_mode
  • Added mp_gamemode [coop,versus,survival]

General
  • Added lobby join and leave messages
So many features added huh? Cant wait to try it!!! Long live L4D!!! xD


Oh, do tell me how you fell about the new look ya? Until then, this is Jason, signing out. =D

The Story Behind The Creation Of My Blog  

Posted by Jay Chua

I've never shared this story to you all but its on my old Xanga blog... I totally forgot about it.. Well, be prepared and read on a long story of flash back that my let you be in tears.... This is what droved me to start a blog, my fire and passion for blogging... Here we go... This is about my grandpa... His story.. I wondered how I could tell this story so that many people could see and so I thought of blogging!! Then everyone can see.. =D Here we go... Froom... *Flash back start*...

Now, I will flash back and start from day one I met him. He is a very good granpa. When I was just a baby, a few months old, according to my parents, that is when I first met him. My real home is in Bandar Sunway but my parents work in KL. My granpa stays in KL....

Its a rented place. My mom, uncles and aunties once stayed there. It was over 40 years old. My granpa was 63 years old then. He took care of me and when I was one years old, he bought me a tricycle. That is when I fell down at home playing with it and end up having three stiches at the right corner of my head (you will notice a bald spot sometimes when my hair is short) Then my parents banned me from playing that's why I dunno how to cycle until now. xD

Then zoom two years ahead and I went to kindergarten. The name of the kindergarten is Pooi Leng if I'm not wrong. I am a sleepy head last time. I didn't know what was happening. I slept a lot in kindergarten. My eyes just seem to shut... Cannot open... hahaha... >.<>

Ok, I was a very naughty boy last time. I remembered the times my granpa used to take the wooden and thick rattan and chase me around the house. hahaha.... He mould me into a good and disciplined boy. It goes the same when I went into MBS primary. If it is afternoon school, then I will be at his place in the morning. If it is morning, then I will go back there after school. This had gone on for many years and until the end of Form 2. Early of the year, he showed some symptoms of illness but he ignores it eventhough my parents asked him to go for a check up.

Then, around the month of November he said he had difficulty in breathing then my mom's side uncles and aunties sent him for a check up. Then, he was warded a few days for observation.  He fell down in the hospital toilet and knocked his head. There was no concusion. Then the next day, he had an heart attack. The doctors tried to revive him and they suceeded but he was at the ICU... He needs an oxygen supplier to breathe. The doctor said if he takes the oxygen tank out, he might die....

We were all saddened to see him like that. It was an ugly sight.... I could never forget the face.... He cannot talk... He only can blink and nod his head.... The following day he was alert and he wanted to see us all (according to his facial expressions). The doctor said he can "go off" anytime. I waited and waited and waited until late night. My parents was still there. I could not take it anymore. I was too tired to think that he will pass away... I stayed at my cousin's house for a night. I couldn't sleep.

True enough, the next morning, he passed away peacefully. Then we managed the funeral processions and we settled down at my granpa's place. Everyone seems to be holding their tears.... Then my mom and uncles and aunties argued over what to do with the place. The place was very important as my siblings and I go there everyday. My grandma is to be shifted from there. Without him there, who would take care of us??? Then they argued. Then I was brought into the argument when my uncle said that I transfer school la, this la that la, Transfer School??? NO Way!!! He even asked me to flop my PMR... I will never forget these words... Then I shouted at them and I left the place....

At that very night, I wept.... I asked GOD for help... Anyway at all, I can still be in MBS... Then true enough, GOD made a way for my family, which was renting the place with our own money. That, will keep their mouhts tight  and not to splatter any hurting words anymore....

The next day was the funeral and my granpa was cremated... Everyone finally burst into tears..... The ashes was thrown into sea near Port Klang....

Yeah... That's about it... My granpa was truly a good ang great man to me... THANK YOU SO MUCH GONG GONG!!! WE WILL NEVER FORGET YOU!!! =)=)=) So touching xD


*These are memories I will cherish throughout my whole life*

Easter, What Is It All About?  

Posted by Jay Chua

Well a couple of people had asked me this question and I've told them... Well, since many of you don't know, I shall tell you all the true meaning of Easter. Its not a day off for you in school or work or whatever... It has its significance.. Without Easter, there would be no Christianity... 


Easter is also known as "Good Friday". Why Friday you ask? Approximately 2000 years ago, Jesus Christ died on the cross for our sins on a Friday. Why did He died for our sins? This is because it is all part of God's plan. In John 3:16 it says : For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life. That eternal life there does not refer to our bodies becoming immortal.. It is our souls. Once we die, our souls leave the body to be judged. Judged to enter Heaven or Hell. This thing called sin has corrupted the world and so God sent Jesus Christ, His only Son to Earth.

It is by his death, sin is defeated. This is because he ROSE again on the third day, which is a Sunday.. Sunday is also known as the Sabbath. This had been proven when there was an empty tomb found. Jesus suffered so much because He loved us... He was crucified because of our sins.. But now He had RISEN and coming again!! Amen!!

By his blood we are cleansed and by his stripes (whip by the Roman soldiers) we are healed... Every strike or blow He take and the crown of thorns... Every suffering He went through was all for us... If we believe in Him, our names will be written in The Book Of Life and every single sin we commited will be cleansed, clean like a blank sheet of paper... If we repent and follow His way, a place in Heaven will surely be secured.

So it is up to you to believe it or not..  Now, you have nothing to lose my friends. I am sharing this with you all because THIS IS THE TRUTH. If you feel a voice calling you while you are reading this, do tell me, I will pray for you. 

Oh, Lord I have done my part. I am not ashamed of YOU and I will keep sharing YOUR WORDS with my fellow friends. I will not fail you Lord, because I don't want YOU to be ashamed of me.. Listen to my prayer and lead my dear friends to YOU... All this I pray in Jesus' name, Amen!

GOD BLESS YOU ALL AND HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEKEND! =D

L4D Fever  

Posted by Jay Chua

In case you've never heard of L4D, you must be really living under a rock... LOL... L4d Stands for Left 4 Dead... Well, I went out with my bunch of kaki langs yesterday... We bowled and decided to catch a movie but suddenly all changed their minds and want to play L4D.... But it was fun la... Playing as an Infected that is... I was the BOOMER who vomited on all 4 survivors twice in a row in a single life.... xD So freaking hillarious... All swearing and shouting.... Haha... 

Hope the fever never goes away... Here a freaking cute picture I found... : 

Cute right? xD

Well I've just joined a very informative forum and its kinda cool ya know? If you are lost and dont know where to study, take a look at he Education Essentials.. 
Click here to visit the forum.. 

Ok.... That's all for now.. This is Jason, signing out... :D

My Neighbour Got Assaulted  

Posted by Jay Chua

It happened around 6 a.m. when I was fast sleeping.... I came to know about it because another neighbour of mine told me. This neigbour of mine (a few houses away) as usual in his routine walked out of his house with his bling blings like a golden necklace.. He is a bus driver, so while he was about to get into the bus, a motorcycle came, dragged his necklace and he fell... The pillion rider got down and bust his head open with a helmet.... Then the injuries got more serious when the motorcycle ran over his legs (his legs were some what damaged in an accident some time ago)...  Ouch.....


I cannot imagine it happening a few yards away.... Blood stains were still on the floor and that poor neighbour of mine is in the ICU now..... Crap... I'm living in fear now... Shit happens really, shit happens... Crap Crap Crap......... OMG...... I just cannot believe it happened.... shit.....

Teacher's Head Explode Because Of Wifi!!!  

Posted by Jay Chua


A 42-year-old sociology teacher named Geoffrey Crumb had his head explode in class one day apparently from Wifi signals that were given out by his pupils texting. According to one of the students the explosion was like "a dog in a microwave". Mr. Crumb was apparently the victim of new age cyber bullying. According to The Register, "Having been repeatedly subjected to ritual 'double-blind' tests by a 'gang' of physics and technology teachers in the staff room, who would laugh at him and snap towels when he failed to state correctly whether or not a given piece of equipment was switched on or off, Crumb was thought to have been easy prey when unscrupulous media technofear hypesters came knocking."

More dreaded than the movie Scanners, yet short of a Columbine style massacre, the Wifi head explosion suggests an unnatural empowerment of students over faculty. With the combined force of cell phones and texting no one is now safe. Teachers will now be eyeballing their students more closely.

Opposing sports teams will have to look over their shoulders at the crowd and wonder if they are next. Squirrels will flee in terror at the sight of groups of texting students roaming around campus. Oh, the humanity!

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Check your calendars again.... What day is it? Its 1st of April!! Hahaha.... I bet many of you fall for it.


HAPPY APRIL FOOLS!!! :D